I’m still currently in middle school where I’m bullied every day. I have my small group of friends. It’s Me Mackenzie Ethan Austin and Caleb. We are all misfits.
We are the only friends the other people have. I’m the only one really physically bullied in our group. I can’t tell them though. It would only make them do something stupid and then it would be wore for them. Kids everyday knock my lunch on me, steal my money, and some times the boys will pull me into the locker room and kiss me. I’m always terrified even though I’m pretty use to it now.
At a football game one Friday some boys from my school the year above me pulled me into the bathroom into a handicap stall and pulled a knife to me. They cut my wrists my chest my thighs and my stomach. I just started faking being sick after that. It didn’t really help though. I had to go back.
When I did rumors had already spread that I was out because I was pregnant. It sucked and still goes on and I’m terrified. If I go to the office or the police (which I have) they say I’m lying and need to stop being an attention whore. I’m so scared. It like being trapped in a box and being punched but can’t get out or do anything. I’m self harming now. My own parents don’t believe me.
I just need some one. Any one.